When I first met you, I thought you were so cool, your attitude, your energy, the way you gave no fucks what the others thought. I was drawn to you, not in the way I am now but, I catch myself wishing that I had seen it sooner, we are yang and yang, we mesh so damn well that it is scary, babyluv we truly belong together.
I always respected you as a manager and a co-worker, the passion you have for your job, we could all see it in you. I remember being scared when Alan told me you were coming back because I knew my hours could be at risk with you back. I never worried about anyone else that way I was always confident in my abilities there but, you I knew that you would at the least rival me, but likely exceed me. I was worried then and I was worried years later when you came back to my store, because I knew only you could take that senior position from me, I was wrong to be worried, if I had been able to tell the future then I would have only been excited, if I had really understood that I was stressed about my soulmate entering my life again I would have laughed at myself.
The moment that I realized that I had a crush on you was strange, I was scrolling though face book when you picture caught my eye, you know the one your making a face with at least half your hair in one hand that you had just cut off yourself. That picture stopped me, it wasn't just your beautiful, face but the dorkiness of the picture this was someone who I could have fun with and was just amazingly beautiful I thought to myself, I bombed that photo with comments, but never did work up the courage to ask you out. A few more times I almost mustered up the courage and I just couldn't do it, you once asked me to lady and the tramp some breadsticks with you during this, and I was sooo down I said yes almost to quickly and you laughed at the "joke"
You called me up randomly one night, raytina had kicked you out of her house and you wanted to continue drinking a bit so you called and asked if you could come over, my heart skipped a beat then, I said "of course, man no problem" I thought I should play it cool obviously because you are such a badass. You came over but we couldn't find any similar games so we shuffled cards, all night then you went back into my room and plopped down on my bed, we bsed a little then you went to sleep, that morning you could've cut that tension with a knife, we eye balled each other and it only didn't happen because neither were sure of the other. You went home I kicked myself in the ass, I had just let this sexy woman leave without even trying anything!
You messaged me a day after, something to the affect of, "hey so did you feel that tension between us or was that just me" I actually broke out into the dumbest smile, " it wasn't just you" I repiled. That first night was amazing we definitely clicked in that department, we were like two animals in heat and we have not slowed down yet babyluv! The second time is when one realized I wanted something more with you, every time you came over we hung out for awhile before and I was enjoying that as much as everything else, I was very nervous about this because I had thought that what we were doing was all that you wanted, and at the time it was.
We went out one night, you told me that we were each other's beards that we would help each other get into the dating world again, and that you would wing man for me, you didn't notice how quiet I got each time you said that, how I kept stating "I don't know man, all I know is that I like you a lot" we went out that night, you took me to a club in which you were gonna wing man for me, we watched a fight happen, gambled a little bit, then closing time happened and we were not done yet, we swung by my place I grabbed more liqueur and we went up to la center to go to a Casino, but we never made it in, instead we drunkenly made out for 2hrs and bullshitted all night. We went to that hellhole of a motel and that's were the night went a bit sour that motel was fucking horrible and we both have agreed to burn it down one day, we had a bit of an argument, then screamed our heads off in metal voices that the motel could go Fuck itself, it's then I realized that I was in love with you, that whole car ride home I was nervous and scared you wouldn't want anything to do with me , I was wrong to be.
You see we click me and you we just do we are the same, our sense of humor, the way we Fuck, our personalities, everything just clicks and it scared the shit out of both of us I think, just how well we go together. Since then I've just fallen more in love with you as we go on, you've shown me that you have my back even when I'm drunk, and crying you backed me and I hope that you know that I've always got your back to babyluv. We have our funerals planned, and you've promised to dance in my hot snakes, we've lady and the tramped a candy came, and a chocolate doughnut right in the parking lot of winco, you've serenaded me with slow jams, and Mario even had his way with me.
I wrote this because my heart burns for you and I can't really put into words well enough the love, and passion I have for you, you came out of seemingly nowhere and for the life of me I can't belive I didn't see you before and I really wish that I had, because you Maria are my soulmate, because we are truly one, we are Matttmar two souls that were one but it was just too much of a Badass so Zeus himself had to split us, but we found each other anyway and I have no plans of letting anything split us again.
